Oops, a little intermission from me

I know, this is not what it usually is

This is going to be a short one.

Deliberately so.

Because I’m at a crossroad.

I have too many things I’d love to write and share about.

But, I know that not everyone is here for this.

And if you’re not, I hope I give you more reasons to stay.

Truth is: I’ve been lost.

I’m at a point where I’m transiting.

Between being in a full-time job, to being self-employed for abit.

Who knows, I might get another full-time job again.

But for now?

I’m enjoying the building part of me.

The grind of being in the trenches.

The learning, the exploration.

That omg imposter syndrome that still hits every single time.

But yet, that feeling of “but hey, maybe I’m meant to do this”.

But I get doubts around me.

I get questions. Of course I will.

Do I succumb, or do I persevere?

Do I continue pursuing this crazy dream, or do I go back to something that’s stable?

Am I even good enough to do this?

Who knows, really?

I’m sharing this because I think it’s real.

It’s something that everyone goes through at some point.

Are you doing what you’re meant to do?

Because, we really only got this one shot at life.

It’ll be a waste, wasting it away.